wOn't LoOk bAcK

Every time I look, every time i stare upon a mirror

I really don't know whom I thought I knew for years

Who's the man I see, he's been fooling me

Keeps telling me what I thought I was supposed to be

Twenty three years has passed, I've made a lot of sacrifice

I did everything for everybody but me

NO! NO! No one can really tell, I hide my tears so well

But the time they look, they can only see the smiles

Sometimes I wonder, they care as how much I cared

Would they really dare to do things I dared?

Anyway that don't matter, if they don't do the same to me

I'd still be doing things I do, you see

My life is like a burning candle

Bringing joy to people, giving light though how much

It's hurting me if that's the way it got to be, then let it be

But this time the pain's too deep and too hard

To my heart, my heart can no longer take this pain

Can no longer sleep at night, I don't wanna live another day

Don't wanna fall apart

I just wish I could vanish all that's breaking me

Just leave the misery and don't look back

I won't look back and just don't look back

Every time i try, to lie to myself that everything's OK

I can't deny, I cry..and all that i can say

ALLAH.. have mercy

Please give me..give me, show the light to me

So I can give the joy the people want to feel

So I can live another day until I have no will

If that's the way it got to be, then let it be

But this time pain's too deep and too hard

Everyday I pray I have the strength to carry on

Every night and day, I pray things just work my way

Well it better be that way.. It's dangerous game I play

But no one has to know all the heartache I take

It's a nightmare out there.. I've got no one to share

Troubles in my mind.. In my mind I bare

If that's the way it got to be, then let it be

and you know what??

This time the pain's too deep and too hard

all of this word is come from my heart and it wrote by IT self

i don't know what to say..this what i got

from my deep heart

~phared shakur~